Sardonic Trailers and other Myths
Published Friday, March 10, 2006 by Frank Sauce | E-mail this post
There are no trailers here; it's just a set for a german sheperd, two women, nail polish, a couch, a table, a door, a latch, a lock, a big beer and a bigger gun
It's not real, even though we might want it to be real; nothing here is real except your laugh, if you laughed or are laughing
Perhaps you cried or are crying, because you miss your old life, the life in the trailer park or perhaps you never lived in a trailer park and that life that you could have lived in a trailer park cannot happen, because you live in a house or an apartment in a city or town far from your birth or too near your birth or perhaps you were born right where you are now, only you're not being born anymore, you have been born and since you have been born, you can no longer be born again into this life that you are presently living in a city or a town where there is a place you call home, a house or an apartment in which you are currently living
Premember is not an elegant word, it's superficial and does not resound
Strange how we hold onto words, even when we have another word or groups of words in front of us that say or write what we want or need to say or write, but we hold onto the word that we have first used, even if they are developed in clever-unclever moments, when we believe we were at our cleverest, but we were or are only mildly clever
Clever does only the head make, clever does not a world or life create
reforgot
reforgotten
I keep reforgetting things
my zip code
my bank account number
my childhood
first the trailer park
then the house and the apartment
and all the places inbetween
mother father sister brother ex-wife
my face mooning back from the mirror
over and over again
the premembered things
I've noticed, O'Grady. Something fishy has been going on on your blog recently. For sure.